“Confidence”
Confidence is something when you feel sure about something or you have believe in yourself.
I think I am not as much confident as much i need to survive in this society(environment) so i decided to practice about this skill of mine to achieve my self satisfactions and not feeling low while standing among other people.
As almost everyone know that now a days it is very important to have Confidence (believe) in yourself or otherwise no one will ever allow you to go forward in your life. Why i am saying that ? because I have experienced a lot of problems for not being as confident as the requirements of the people. My first ever experienced was, when I went for an interview at a call center company. After waiting for an hour they called me for an interview. The moment I went inside the room in front of the person who was about to ask me the questions while I started having ill feeling and i got numb. On that time I was feeling like I even can’t spell my name. So that was my lack of confidence and I was unable to answer any of the question and I really feel shame after leaving that building and have been thinking the entire way coming back to home that what really happened there? and I had no answer for that.
After that I made my mind to start talking to unknown people about unknown topic and try to make my comfort zone even with the new people. It was hard on the first few attempts to start the topic with the other person and create an Environment where other person don’t get bored.
So in this last week I made my mind to start practicing(talking on different topics) with my Amal Academy Fellows, as we all don’t know each other very much because it been just 2 weeks since we all got in touch with each other. So I faced some new challenges also during that. (e-g to Convince them to talk about different topics) and creating a comfort zone between us.
I learned a lot of different thing, as we all know every single person carry their own personality traits and have there different mind set. Knowing about their lives one by one and telling about my self and my future goals, career planning etc was one of the amazing part during this conversation.
My next plan is to keep this conversation alive with these beautiful people so that I can learn form them, form there experiences. As all of them were form different field of studies, the knowledge and the experience they shared was very much valuable and also a life learning material. Also I am planning to enlarge my circle of people and to talk to them more and more in order to release all the weakness I am carrying inside me and for the sake of learning more and more.
THANK YOU SO MUCH guys for being there for me and for cheering me up!!
